My Little Public Diary Entry

We’ve officially surpassed the halfway mark for 2024, and for whatever reason, I feel like I’ve spent almost all of the first half of this year reflecting on my entire life 💭

Maybe it’s because I’ll be turning 34 soon, or maybe it’s because I’m nearing the two-year mark since leaving my 15-year career as a hairdresser to fully commit to my business as a Spinal Energetics practitioner. Either way, I’ve spent months in introspection, rediscovering myself on so many different levels.

Over the last two years, I’ve been exposed to new environments and people, spending time in rooms with individuals I never thought I’d meet. I’ve built connections I never thought I’d be open to, and I’ve witnessed myself sit through deep waves of overwhelm without anyone knowing the wiser because I knew it was good for my nervous system and mind to challenge narratives that weren’t serving me 🐛🦋

I’ve spent a good 10 years pushing myself to learn and expand in every possible way, but I’ve noticed a significant shift in myself over the last six months, and I haven’t been entirely sure how to navigate it… 

I’ve gone from hustling my little heart out in every way possible and making sacrifices few people would be aware of, to leaning into deeper levels of observation and allowing things to unfold with more ease 🌻

Maybe it’s because I’m getting older, or perhaps it’s just an accumulation of all the things I’ve learned, implemented, and experienced in life, but my morals, values, and beliefs are changing.

It’s a beautiful thing but also a destabilising feeling, and I have no idea what’s on the other side of all of this. I’m slowly finding my new normal as I step further away from the things I no longer see myself aligned with.

Even as I write this, I find myself struggling to put any of this into words as I really am in the midst of life shifting.

All I know is that I like the direction I’m heading…

If you made it this far, I hope you enjoyed my little public diary entry and can find some comfort in change and trusting the journey 💛